Week 3.
never felt so busy with Sch Life before.
though it is a plus point i can wake up later than JC days on some days, but on most days i end up sleeping later than usual.
my happy perfect 3-day week became a 5-day week?!
soon it will evolve to 7-day week i think.
& im gg to sch for morning lesson on a freaking saturday.
I WANT TO GO JOGGING LAH.
sigh.
im hoping its Pre-MS but i doubt it is. ):
emoshitzzz.
i havent been seeing or even merely really talking (HTHT) to the close/best friends i've since..... SOLONGAGO.
i dont know if its the hectic sch life but i really dont feel the closeness with people anymore.
i feel like im a loner at times?
this lingering feeling started since uni i think...
smtimes i'll start to wonder if anyone will bother abt me when all of them get busy.
& i doubt anyone knows abt my nose issues as well...
or maybe its more like nobody is interested.
but i know i cant blame anyone.
because really, everyone has more impt stuffs on hand to deal with?
worse still, its a vice versa thg.
like how i dont knw much about others as well.
and i'll tend to feel bad tht i cant help my close friends whenever they're sad or need help.
i hope che is coping well with her sch & family now...
the weekly friday night meetings we wanted cldnt be realised anymore cause we're all too busy for sch work. :(
actually, me & huimin (smu) are gg through the same thgs in sch nw.
& then we'll emo abit tgt at times. sigh.
hi-bye frds & stuffs like tht are making us gloomy.
so as usual, whenever i talk to ong, the conversation stops halfway cause she's too busy to reply.
its qt scary to see how she doesnt even hv the time to reply SMSes or pick up calls. RLY HOPE SHE CAN SURVIVE THE YEARS.
its ONLY week 3.
gosh.
why did it all turned out this way?
OKKKKK, I CAN GET OVER THIS.
YES I CAN.